Disappearing Ink

[Verse 1]
I recreate in the usual way
Shut some breakers off but not the whole box
Next day I wait till the fog finally abates
Again at risk of being bored by clear thought

[Chorus]
Am I asleep? Am I awake?
And why am I asking you?
Do I enjoy the drugs I take?
My Lord
I hope I do
I hope I do

[Verse 2]
A false binary when it's probably something in between
Pierce the yolk and watch it bleed together
Heavy things we think written in disappearing ink
I might be down right now, but nothing's forever

[Chorus]