Disappearing

"How are you doing?"
You say your just great
I do believe you
You never complain when your not with me
"Sorry im busy", you say

"I think im breakin down
Won't you make me a little less happy"
You say im sappy
I can't believe you that
You dont love me
What are you so scared of?

I asked my papa how he found nan
He said son that something I can't understand
I told my buddy wen I saw her that shes in the plan
To marry me, carry me through my life and I would be her man
That was 7th grade and now im 80
60 years of marriage and still we are conversating to this day
About just anything
Shes my savior, knew it I just had to get that ring
When im feeliing sick, she my better health
When im feeling poor, that womans my better wealth
When im feeling crazy she knew it was just a phase
Not talking for a month, result in the better days
The ones that we embraced
None of that cloudy rain
That every single love contains in a power reign
Preach on pops I need to hear it
Feel like that woman of mine is disappearing

I dont get it how your mind works
But baby I dont even get how mine works
I know that you put up with my stupid bull shit
But is it really stupid compared to the mass of lying jerks?
I know that im true to me and you as well
So who could tell me that you were leaving to school to sell
All my trust and feelings I gave to you no ones ever held
No ones ever held
I can't believe it, hell
How could someone this close to me leave me in the dust
Few times, but still I got up cleaned myself and trusted
Her, didn't lust her, I knew it was more to her than that
But maybe I was wrong
Dont want her coming back