Disappear Daily

Getting out of bed
Shouldn’t be so hard to do
But when it’s dark inside your head
Who cares if the sky’s blue?

The smallest thing
Can split my mind in two
I wish everything
Came as easily as loving you
As loving you, you
Loving you, you

Isn’t it fun how I completely
Disappear daily?
And make it hard to see
Why you love me at all?

Isn’t it funny when I can’t breathe
Insist that we both leave
Your own birthday party
Cos of nothing at all?

I wanna dance
Freely like others do
I wish everything
Came as easily as loving you
As loving you, you
Loving you, you

And I hate myself today
And I hate being seen this way
Everybody wants to be told “I’ll be okay”
But I thought that was they’re supposed to say