Disappear

[pixi]
I been sitting here feeling so tired
I just wanna pass away and expire
I been laying in my room for days feeling so alone
So damn alone

There’s so many days where i just ignore my phone
Of all my friends and family saying “don’t go”
But how would i even know if they’re being genuine
And they actually want me here
And would they actually know if i disappeared
And even if they knew it’s not like they’d care
They’d probably only morn for a few fucking years
And move on and never visit my grave again

Why is it so much to ask just to leave peacefully
And why is it that half of the time it’s hard to breathe
And i’m so done and i’m so done and i’m so done
And i just wanna run away from the problems
You better hope i don’t find a gun