Dirty white vans.

hey,
are you still here?

i see your feelings through your empty stares and, and other times it's frozen.
and i can see your breath through the foggy air.
my heart should just turn golden, and i wanna take you through the universe right now, but i just don't know where.

hey,
my heart feels blown away like the dandelion.
i look at your face, and there's nothing but silence when tear drops from your eye, all i can hear is you crying.
i hold you tight but it feels so awkward, and i don't know how i feel when my feelings are so altered.

hey,
when our lips touch, the world turned black.
something between us disappeared again.
when we kiss, you use your tongue and i had an anxiety attack.
will you surround me with your deep vibes, as you watch my heart crack?

hey,
before i met you i felt so alone. i was lost in the fog. i didn't know what it was like to be covered in your jacket with cologne.
felt like i was drowning and my eyes were clogged, and now i feel like you're the only shoulder i've leaned on

hey,
i never knew what the sunshine looked like, you showed me the clouds. first time i felt like our true love was finally right, and i can still taste the chap stick from your mouth.
but i rather pause this kiss and wait till our vows

the next time we kiss, it'll be under the stars. that's my plan.
but for now, i'll still sit on the swing sets, waiting for you in my
dirty white vans.