Dirty Mirror

Staring in the Mirror it's so dirty
I don't think he heard me
Mirror clean but my vision blurry
Sippin this codeine popping perkies
Thinkin bout juice world that shit crazy (crazy)
Shit fucked up the world Brazy
Wild fires went down and burnt up Australia
Russia started world war 3 with the Ukrainians
And I'm beefing with niggas I use to hang with (Derez De'Shon)

My girl say she pregnant (Fuck)
I don't think I'm ready for another baby
What I mean is
I don't wanna bring another child in this world
Cause lately
I don't know if I'ma be here to raise it
I ain't crazy but they say I am
Flashing out on niggas on my instagram
Thinking bout the days I use to give a damn
Now I don't give a fuck I am who they say I am
I can't fake kick it
I ain't never change but watched niggas start switching
Gave lil brah a chain and that's when niggas started trippin
I ain't entertaining that when niggas tried to kill me
They didn't but they shoulda God
I tried to forget but can't forgive em God
They tried to take me from children God
I swear if I catch whoever did it God
I'ma kill em God
I'm just talking how I'm feeling God
And if I'm wrong please forgive me God
For all my bullshit and my sinning God
I'm having visions God
Dying or living in a prison yard
If I'm tripping God
Give me a sign send me a signal God

I can't even lie my faith been low
Walking round on eggshells on my tippy toes
And my heart filled with ice got my veins froze I'm cold
All this pain got a nigga thrown
I'm talking bout throwed off
I stayed loyal to the game and they sold out
Now a days I spit my pain and my soul out
Now a days I spit my pain and my soul out
You can see it in my face I ain't straight
But I'm gone hold it down - Derez De'Shon

I can't even lie my faith been low
Walking round on eggshells on my tippy toes
And my heart filled with ice got my veins froze I'm cold
All this pain got a nigga throwed

I can't even lie my faith been low
Walking round on eggshells on my tippy toes
And my heart filled with ice got my veins froze I'm cold
All this pain got a nigga throwed

Staring in the mirror this shit dirty
I don't think he heard me
Mirror clean but my vision blurry
Popping this codeine popping perkies
Thinking bout juice world that shit crazy