Dirty Laundry

[Verse 1: Ausar]
I got so much dirty laundry
No spot so i stay with Kianna
My mama remain nun' the wiser
All these skeletons inside my closet
My hobby should probably be archaeology
Honestly, i just can't see myself prospering
Off a career i sought out for profiting
And if I let out these thoughts I've been harboring I
Run the risk of being to transparent
How I'm s'pose to tell my parents
That using my discount on sneakers
And saving that cash is the way I've been eating
'Cause every paycheck I've been getting been minor
I feel like it fuel to the fire to ask them for bread
And if Brittany wasn't buying me groceries
Or Chachi wasn't writing these notes filled with hope for me
I'd probably choke on depression I'm swimming in
Feel like I'm going insane
Writing to deal with the pain
Passing my peers out on campus
I'm feelin' like an outsider lookin' in
U of I got me window shopping
Pops want me on the army route
But this a new direction that I'm carving out
Fear and doubt got me stressin'
My mental space need some airing out
I swear I'm feeling all the clutter now
Hamper full of thoughts i shouldn't hamper on
But i can't avoid em' when the pressures' on
Doing spring cleaning with a metronome
Aye I'm tryna' be up and away
But I'm just too stuck in my ways
They tellin' me dress for success
But I swear man I ain't wore that outfit in ages
I'm just so mentally caged in
In need for a cleaning I long for that sweet smelling fragrance
But i got so much dirty laundry

[Chorus: Plainro]
I know what to do to make you hate me
All that I've been out here doing lately
Don't nobody know that I've been keeping to myself
If i tell you the secret you can't tell nobody else
I got stains in my character
Dirt inside my thought
Got memories of and soul ties that I have yet to wash

Don't nobody know that I've been keeping to myself
If I tell you these secrets you can't tell
( I got so much dirty laundry)

[Verse 2: Josi Green]
Man and i gotta gotta air it out
Weed stench can't air it out
To a to afraid to wear 'em out
Mama warn me bout my whereabouts
Then the cops pick me up and carry out
Now this window pane what im staring out
With this window pain how im staring out
Hitting stains, tryna hide the stains
Or better yet tryna hide the pain
Need a better wage or financial gains
And sittin' round writing whats on my brain
Just ain't gettin' me paid
But I thank God for Ausar today
And I thank God he got six pages
'Cause ever since he been breakin' chains
Doctor Scholl's put it in my soles
When all falls no dominoes
Back when me and Ro ate Dominos
Man ain't nobody wanna hear my songs
Feelin' like I'm in the same boat
But can't stay afloat
And got the hardest quotes
And everyday they hype the mediocre
Gotta wake 'em up
And gotta break the yolk/yoke
I don't PMS
They don't see my stress
Car repossessed
God re-assessed
Like a survey I'm movin' check to check
Zay called collect
Man I lost connects
Got another call that's a debt collect
Like D. Rose I'm tired BS
Prehistoric reach, that's a T-Rex
Gotta keep it pushin', can't regress
But no emotion
Gotta be the motion
Gotta be a man
Gotta keep it rollin'
Like I'm chain-smoking til it's game's over
Gotta get this paper til it ain't foldin'
Dirty clothes, no i ain't foldin
Keep it in the closet like the grudge I'm holding
I dont want consoling I ain't ever open
Need to talk to God man I'm tired of hoping
Feeling like I'm being chastised
I was sinning like a past time
Then he wash away all the past times
Then i pray again then i backslide
Running back like lap times
Getting left in the background
Gotta get it right 'fore i flat-line
Now my dirty laundry been baptized
(yaya)

[Chorus: Plainro]
I know that the truth can make you hate me
All that I've been out here doing lately
Don't nobody know what I've been keeping to myself
If I tell you these secrets you can't tell nobody else
I got stains in my character
Dirt inside my thoughts
Got memories and soul ties
That i have yet to wash
Don't nobody know that I've been keeping to myself
If I tell you these secrets you can't tell
(I got so much dirty laundry)