Directorial Debut

I want to scream
I want to tear a hole in my lung
There’s a part of me inside that wants to run
Scream until I’m done

No, you want take my gun
I’m just for some fun

Got a knife to my neck
Got a gun to my head
What am I?
Why keep playing this?
It’s the last street fight with my mind

I want to scream and tear the fabric of space and time
A new asshole, oh my weary life
Give myself the gift

No, you won’t take my gun
I’m living for the thrill
But that’s not nearly enough
No, that’s not nearly enough
Or something I want
And I don’t have one anyway
It’s just a prop from a movie
From my directorial debut

Got a knife to my neck
Got a gun to my head
What am I?
Why keep playing this?
It’s the last street fight with my mind

You’re not my enemy
And you’re not me
You’re not my enemy
And you’re not me