DIP

[Verse]
You can cry to me all you want cause I think I’m over crying to you
Why aren’t you, wondering why I been snapping, don’t you know how I do
Look I don’t gotta go down the hatchet, I don’t wanna be reminded bout past shit
You know I been batshit crazy bout you for the longest & maybe I been way too strong for the both of us
Maybe I just need myself, baby I just need some help
I got a whole wide world ahead of me to figure out
& I still don’t know what I’m about
I hate being honest sometimes
I don’t wanna talk to nobody about why I’m always inside
Always in hiding
Always in love with the thought of what could be & never what is
I’m not stable enough to steer two separate ships
There was so much pressure that you took off of me but I think it kept me driven a bit
I know it ain’t right, it is what it is
I know it’s my fault, I know what I did
But I hope that I could be forgiven
Know we were different, know I just dipped
I got dismissive
I became what I said I wouldn’t be & I wouldn’t be that for you
Lots of apologies lacked for you
I swear I’m sorry & maybe one day I could possibly be more than that for you
Baby that’s my bad