Dionysus

Sensei*

Its all in my head
From the love to the lust
Am I better off dead

Forget what I said
It's so hard to adjust
So I'll run instead

I'm not too sure what I'm doing
I'm sprinting backwards without my head now
I'm sick and tired of losing
I'll hit the wall if I don't turn around

Starting to think they don't know me
I'm starting to think that I don't either
Pursuing love and lust only
Starting to think that I don't want neither

Its all in my head
From the love to the lust
Am I better off dead

Forget what I said
Its so hard to adjust
So I'll run instead

I'll be a god if you want me
Bring me the power and bring me the crown
Don't give a sh*t what this costs me
Don't give a sh*t if this brings me down yeah

When I die will they remember
Or will I just be like everyone else
Sometimes I'm feeling surrender
Like the best choice is a blazing farewell

Its all in my head
From the love to the lust
Am I better off dead

Forget what I said
Its so hard to adjust
So I'll run instead

Peter Pan
Play pretend
I've already lost
But I'll do it again
Act all tough
And call your bluff
But honestly I miss my friends
Honestly I've had enough
Honestly It all depends
Honestly this all extends
Way past the point of being loved

Don't know how long I can take this shit
One thing to the next I can't commit
Its all facade I must admit
Be a god in the face of an atheist
One thing to the next
Can't be the best
Be forgotten
When I die
I'll play the villain
Evil Impress
Wanted
Dead or alive

I climbed too high
Looking down
In my rental suit
And my ivy crown
And my empty wine
And my empty mind
Like hey oh shit
I own this town
Like hey oh shit
Is it over now?
Did the time fly by
Can I please come down
Like "I'm the king"
Let the chorus ring
Like hey Carpe just look around

Running Aimlessly all day
When night come I run away
Running faster and I may
Fight the current
Till the day I lay
Running out of things to say
Running home with feet of clay
B*tch I'm Dionysus
Get the hell outta my way
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