Dine2Liv

[Intro]
It's out of our control; It's not like he wants to kill
He just doesn't want to die, you know what I'm saying?
It's that situation when you got- we all living in a war zone
I feel like I could represent my generation so much because
I honestly do not care if I live or die
But now, I cannot die, I can't leave til this shit straight
You know I'm not suicidal, I can't go
Until y'all really know what time it is and then after that
Boom, it's all over, and we can see you know how-
That's how it is, reason being is because
If I can't live fee, if I can't live with the same mistake as the next man
I don't wanna be here, because God has cursed me to see
What life should be like

[Verse]
I been dying to live in the world that's killing me
I might just fuck around and hit a killing spree, its killing me
Deep inside from time to time, I think about the suicide
And I just might be out my mind, its fucking with me all the time
I take the meds and concentrate
I smoke the gas and contemplate
A different time when I’ll be fine
And I’ll be right up in my mind
And I just won’t be losin’ it
And I just won’t do stupid shit
I fuck up, then luck up
Turn the dump truck to a Benz truck
Turn the [?] to a new [?]
Fuck a night job, money automatic
I’ma make time, fuck Facetime
I’ma murder beats, fuck Dateline
And I want a gold medal, don’t never never settle
And I want a pick slip, don’t need a rental
Fuck a fake bitch, I want sentimental
Don’t need clout, just make [?]
Cause I got a heart, emotions and mind
Ain't wasting my time with bitches that [?]
Fucking with niggas with cheddar and choppas
And beefing with niggas that stay on the block
And Im going straight to the top, and I never stop
‘Cause Norri gonna love you forever
Even when I’m stacking cheddar
I’m never gonna switch up my motives [?]
Stack up respect 'cause it's better than nothing
Positive mind [?]

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