Diismal

[Intro]
“My life isn’t normal without you,” you said
Crazy how words don’t even mean shit anymore
‘Cause you up and left, is it really your fault, though?
Doesn’t even matter at this point
With every day that we don’t talk
Life gets more and more normal without you in it
Everyone in this life that I meet is either a blessing or lesson
And I hate to say that you were the most painful lesson I’ve had in this thing we call, “life,” mhm

[Interlude]
(This bitch is not worth it, foo’)
(Tell me how you gon’ be trippin’ over a bitch like that)
I don’t deserve you
(That don’t еven make sensе, don’t even trip about it, for real)
(Don’t even, that’s how you know you been tweakin’ since day one)
(They just be sayin’ some fuck shit, on God, fuck her!)
(You gon’ let your feelings get the best of you)
I don’t deserve you
(At the end of the fuckin’ day, fuck your feelings, they don’t mean shit, they never will mean shit)
You, no, no
(Tell me, where the fuck is it gonna get you?)
(You just another person, there’s too many people to be worried about one)
No, no
(You just gonna be standing there like a little bitch? Just taking it?)
No
(On God, like, no one really gives a fuck, who the fuck are you?)

[Chorus]
This life is dismal without you
Without you
This life is dismal without you
Without you
This life is dismal without you
Without you
This life is dismal without you
Without you, oh

[Verse]
Lost all my trust, now I’m solo
Now I'm deletin’ all of the photos
Missin’ you, that is fasho, though
But why’d you keep me on the low?
Always treatin’ me like shit, now I’ma treat you like a ho
You not that special, girl, nah, now she just left me, oh, no
You fuckin’ the team, baby, I gotta go
It’s hard to say, “I don’t love you no more”
And I question if I really mean it, though
I fell in love with a ho, oh, no
Uh, girl, I know that I lie
Can we start over? I promise I’ll try
But go back to your old ways and you finna die
I’ma die with you, baby, I’m not alive
Uh, gotta depend on myself
Uh, no letter inside my mail
Uh, you fell in love, baby'
I know, I know, yeah, I could tell
Uh, we didn’t have communication
You’re on my mind, it always stay racin’
During the day, without you; I’m alright
But the tears start to fall as soon as it’s night
Girl, I know what you like
Baby girl, I know your type
Your type is the one who gives you attention
I couldn’t satisfy you, don’t mention
Mood swings, I love you, then I hate you
What about all the times I forgave you?
Gave you so many chances, and I got none back
Girl, that is so wack
Life without you is fuckin’ amazing
Is it really? I think I’m going crazy
Life without you is fuckin’ dismal
Remember you gave me them mixed signals?
My love don’t mean anything, right?
Fadin’ his shit, make him see black and white
Bitch, when I’m hurt, you know I get violent
But I don’t speak ‘bout it, you know I stay silent
As a man, gotta keep to myself
Feelings don’t mean shit, oh, well
If she throw it back, I’ma catch like Odell
I act like I’m fine, life without you is hell
You moved on so quick, it’s really surprising
Naybe you just got sick of the lies
Don’t run back to me, nah, don’t even try
You’ll only come to me if he isn’t your guy no more
I’m not out of words, I got more
All of my youngin’s stay grippin’ the pole
Passin’ that bitch, pass her to my bro
Was very forgivin’ with you, fasho
When I was down, yeah, you were right there
When you were down, you know I always cared
Hopeless without you, sad without you
Uh, uh, but who the fuck cares?
Without you, this life is dismal
I don’t really hate you, not even a little
Just hate some of the shit you do, okay?
It’s okay, baby, we all make mistakes
But girl, I don’t want you to be a mistake
You already left, can’t ask you to stay
I’ll take everything back in a sec’, okay?
I regret everything I did everyday
If only you gave me one more chance, girl, can I have one more dance?
I’m so stressed, I need relief, bitch, pull down your pants
Wait, that’s not my place anymore
Baby, I’m tryna take you on tour
But I don’t wanna do it if you’re just a ho
Girl, prove me wrong, show me some more
It’s not easy with me, girl, I’m very possessive
I know I’m a handful, it’s ‘cause you’re my obsession
Let’s keep it going, yeah, bitch, I’m not done
I’m gettin’ all mad, ‘cause I love you a ton
These youngin’s my kids, yeah, they all my sons
Probably die if I didn’t have you for a month
But wait, I already done that, mm
Makin’ mistakes, yeah, bitch, I know I done that
Do not tell me, don’t say that we’re done
I predicted this shit, no, bitch, I’m not dumb
Saw it comin’ from a mile away
When I get mad, I push you away
I’m sorry, I know I’m a problem
These problems; I don’t know how to solve them
But girl, we can put in the effort
Your bitch act a ho, yeah, you go, better check her
You play the wrong game, this chess, it’s not checkers
I pray one day things will get better, ooh

[Chorus]
This life is dismal without you
Without you
This life is dismal without you
Without you
This life is dismal without you
Without you
This life is dismal without you
Without you, oh

[Outro]
I go by the name of Diizii
I’m ghost