​digress, i guess

[Intro]
Just because you can't pull yourself, you're immortal

[Verse 1]
When her life is done and the credits roll on this movie screen
I was only ever credited as victim number three
When the lights turn on and they all rush to take their leave
But I'm still here laying dead in this cinema seat
In truth I've been dead since seventeen
None of my feelings are free, they're kept under lock and key
No one needs to know about the pain I hold
Heaven knows I've tried, but I can't let this go
The lump I feel inside my chest when I'm all alone
Tell me why you still the only thing that feels like fucking home
My eyes grow heavy as my heartbeat slows
I was promised death but still my soul refuse to go
Oh no, just count it, take my brain and slut it out
Take my drink and pour it out, take my dart and snuff it out
Make me someone you won't doubt
That shit don't work I'm fucking out
What are plans they just fall out
And what are friends just tell me now

[Chorus]
What is love? I think I've figured out
It's just a tool that she gon' use for clout (For clout)
She's an angel with a filthy mouth
And I'm a sinner with a Gucci pouch (Gucci pouch)
Inside my pocket gotta quarter ounce
I got a smoke screen blowing out my house
So fuck me up and leave me to the hounds (To the hounds)
I'm just a sinner with a Gucci pouch

[Verse 2]
I coughed up both lungs up on out of my chest
I've been here before, so I'm not scared of my death
Fell for the devil's whore and I can taste his breath
So what you try me for when I've got nothing left?
But I have read these books and I have read these texts
I've seen it all before, I know what happens next
I watch her lock that door, her lips run down his neck
You could've waited more, I guess that I digress

[Chorus]
What is love? I think I've figured out
It's just a tool that she gon' use for clout
She's an angel with a filthy mouth
And I'm a sinner with a Gucci pouch
Inside my pocket gotta quarter ounce
I got a smoke screen blowing out my house
So fuck me up and leave me to the hounds
I'm just a sinner with a Gucci pouch