Different story

You're so excited all the time but i'm a different story
I just wanna stay inside, but all my friends are calling
I just kick it by myself & it's alright, cuz it's so ordinary
It's like you told me from the start, my fate is mine to carry

On & on it goes again, another wasted effort
Like all the times i laid in bed & wished that things get better
Overthink another conversation
In all this time you never thought of me at all
Don't wanna start another confrontation
It gets harder to breathe with my tongue in my teeth
But you don't-
You don't always have to bе the one to say you're sorry
Cuz you know somеtimes it's hard to stop the rain from falling

You're so excited all the time but i'm a different story
I just wanna stay inside, but all my friends are calling
I just kick it by myself & it's alright, cuz it's so ordinary
It's like you told me from the start, my fate is mine to carry