Different Now

'Cause I shake
And I ache
And it's all that I take

I'm so close
I might break
And I'm up
So awake

It's not over but its different now
It's not over but its different now

'Cause I shake
And I ache
And it's all that I take

I'm so close
I might break
And I'm up
So awake

It's not over but its different now
It's not over but its different now

You the one that can make me go psycho
We fight we fuck thats usually the cycle
Hit me back words harder than a rifle
Spears through my heart and the bitch ain't even tribal

Can't talk to the bitch she drive me crazy
I speak to god don't think he wanna save me
Can't describe the feelings i be having lately
I call her baby but she tell me that she hate me

'Cause I shake
And I ache
And it's all that I take

I'm so close
I might break
And I'm up
So awake

It's not over but its different now
It's not over but its different now

My dreams are my last resort
I'm tired of playing full court
I'm sick of coming up short
Wish I could buy me a Porsche

Run your mouth say what you say
I couldn't give a fuck anyway
I got visions of getting paid
And its all in front of me

Coz i shake
And i ache
And its all that i take

Im so close
I might break
And I'm up
So awake

Its not over but its different now
Its not over but its different now