Different

[Intro: Sample]
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
I want you
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-woah-oh-woah-oh
Na-na-na
Syndrome on the beat so you know it slaps

[Verse 1: TØKU M3!]
Think I'm finally in the void
I'm contemplating my own existence
All this pain that I feel is starting to make a difference
Sadness, hatred building
Like Lego blocks for children
Swear my walls are bigger than Trumps if he started building
My stagnant habits keeps me from evolving
I graduated and started seeing what I wanted
From the life that I live
And I was close enough to palm it
But like the Dallas Cowboys I fumbled the ball and dropped it
Now I'm tryna keep my self conscious
Because I'm done talking
Many mistakes had mе feeling like I'm a scrub
All this guilt and shame in my brain
Has got my gun talking
Suicide, I'm [?] daily
And I bе drunk sparring
I feel unworthy of everything I've obtained
It's kinda strange
I had built up and torn down everything that I made
For myself like the contractor made a mistake
If I don't take away this pain
I'll be making my grave
Cause it's

[Chorus: Archer]
Cause it's eating me up
Feel like I'm falling (Feel like I'm falling, oh)
Pissed in my heart, bleed in my coffin (Oh woah, oh woah)
Got this pain in my lungs, taking it all in (Taking it all in)
It won't give me up
Different regardless

[Verse 2: TØKU M3!]
I need more sleep
But these intrusive thoughts in my head is making that hard for me
Severe pain that I'm feeling
I need a shot of morphine
Cause maybe then I'll feel blissful like the start of morphing
Enter the new you
Got self-inflicted boo-boos
I cover it up and try pretending that it's fufu
Like bohoo
You did it to yourself you fucking cuckoo
But self-sabotage is a problem for most of you [new?]
Ain't saying I'm a victim
I'm pissed off at the fact
That I let myself diminish and get caught in a trap
I was tripping off of psychics while taking shots from a glass
Then felt my heart racing quicker than a [?] on a track
I was manic in a panic
Damn it, I couldn't stand it
I was fearful of death creeping on me while I was napping
Thankful I had Rosie cause truly I'm past damaged
If she wasn't there
I don't think I'd be here rapping
But it's...

[Chorus: Archer]
Cause it's eating me up
Feel like I'm falling (Feel like I'm falling, oh)
Pissed in my heart, bleed in my coffin (Oh woah, oh woah)
Got this pain in my lungs, taking it all in (Taking it all in)
It won't give me up
Different regardless