Different

[Verse 1]
I got a love-hate relationship
With following what's right
I just go crazy for the night
At any point, I could go and sleep
And fade into my pride
But I would be a fool in my own eyes (Fool)

[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes, I don't trust myself
To be unaffected
I've been as fucked up as hell, oh yeah
Why is it so hard to be? (Why is it so hard?)
Learnin' these lessons
Why does it have to be me? (Be me)

[Chorus]
If I could be different (If I could be different)
If I had my wings (If I had my wings)
I would never ever be such a mess
I would bе okay
But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't differеnt)
If I wasn't this way (Ooh)
I would never feel emotions so real again
Turn another page and let go of different

[Drop]
And let go of different
Ooh, oh-oh

[Chorus]
If I could be different (If I could be different)
If I had my wings (If I had my wings)
I would never ever be such a mess
I would be okay
But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different)
If I had my wings (Ooh)
I would never feel emotions so real again
Turn another page and let go of different

[Verse 2]
Yeah, there's a whole lot that comes with it
And with all that I know
It'd be so easy, turning into stone, ooh
So many reasons to go and quit
I'm scared of the unknown
I'm afraid of the heart I own

[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes, I don't trust myself
To be unaffected
I've been as fucked up as hell, oh yeah
Why is it so hard to be? (Why is it so hard?)
Learnin' these lessons
Why does it have to be me? (Be me)

[Chorus]
If I could be different (If I could be different)
If I had my wings (If I had my wings)
I would never ever be such a mess
I would be okay
But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different)
If I wasn't this way (Ooh)
I would never feel emotions so real again
Turn another page and let go of different

[Drop]
And let go of different
Ooh, oh-oh

[Outro]
If I could be different (If I could be different)
If I had my wings (If I had my wings)
I would never ever be such a mess
I would be okay
But if I wasn't different (If I wasn't different)
If I had my wings (Ooh)
I would never feel emotions so real again
Turn another page and let go of different

[Outro]
(Ooh-ooh)
(And let go of different)