Dieforme//runaway

Pain every day im getting older
Reaper creeping by the corner
Taking drugs, my soul in need for shoulder
Never cry, never question, im cold
Never did i saw im going down this lonely road
Im so cold take a lot of pain i need some more
Ruin my life, but its my choice
Choice of self destruction - suicide
Ive been walking for so long
But dont remember times when I felt alive
Memory is fading, my sense is fucking fading
You're slippin away so let me faint
Painting with a black brush over white paper
Demons coming out but you won't meet them
Cuz you won't - cuz you won't stay here
Run away, run away from me
If you wanna die for me
Run away, run away from me
If you ever cry because of me
Run away
I am bleeding, save me from my self
Hex my life, im turning off my phone
Cuz even I dont need my self
I dont need myself, flexing with the paper
Cuz i won’t need myself, need myself
Im gonna fucking kill myself