Die tonight

[Chorus:alexandrya]
Depression
Seeks inside of me
Lonely
Come to haunt me
And i
Try to be me
But I keep coming back
To where I started from

[Verse 1:Alexandrya]
Walking down the path
Looking at my past
Eyes wide open
I see where I'm at
The day i will be happy
Is when hell will freeze
And when you notice me
I live a life
Broken down
I’m all out
Of this pain
I am so left out
I'm gone now
And nothing is going to change
Just put the gun to my skull
And realize happy is bold
But if i jump
Necklace around my neck
Figuring out what's next
Seeing my head i guess
This world is not my place
Everyone shows me I’m the disgrace
I'm one of kind
When i be myself
But when they judge
I am all out
The candle flames went out
All of you ignored me now
I not surprised
Let me hide away and die

[Verse 2: Charlie]
Mentally unstable
Don't know if I'm able
To continue my journey
Please ask my attorney
Bitch you a phony
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Don't care what you told me
And you can't see me
And you can't be me
Wish I could restart my life
All of it lies
All of my tries
All was denied
Wish I could fly, out of my misery
All the lies are left back in history
Fucking with things to me its a mystery

[Verse 3: Charlie & alexandrya]
Running out of all my time
Falling I know I won't be fine
Ask Charlie
He knows I try to be alright
Try to be alright
Knowing every night I fight
Knowing that ill die tonight
Oh my god this shit ain’t right