Die on My Birthday

[Verse 1]
It's the one time of year that I might get a text
From any friends that I have left
Or some stupid ex, trying to get back in my bed
If I have a drink then I'll be hungover
For like the whole week, so I'll just still stay sober and I'll cry instead
But smile on the internet

[Chorus]
Wish I could be happy blowing candles out
I'm not where I wanna be in life right now
Some times I feel like I'm
Getting older but I still don't know shit
Am I the only one that ever feels like this?
'Causе I, I kinda wanna die on my birthday

[Verse 2]
Thought I'd have a house and a wholе lot of money
A couple of kids, a husband or something
But I'm still alone
That ship's sailed a long time ago

[Chorus]
Wish I could be happy blowing candles out
I'm not where I wanna be in life right now
Some times I feel like I'm
Getting older but I still don't know shit
Am I the only one that ever feels like this?
'Cause I, I kinda wanna die on my birthday

[Bridge]
Don't wanna party, or to leave my bed
Don't want a giant cake, just wanna forget 'bout today
'Bout today
Fuck the expectations that are in my head
Nothing's good enough, I just wanna forget 'bout today
Yeah, I kinda wanna die on my birthday