Die again

I couldn't fucking take it
I couldn't stop the shaking
Everywhere we go
It just ends with me losing self-control

You know that you haunt me
I see their watching
Everyday its like
I'm that vermin that you have come to love

From your limbs hung delicate shy
Watching hell fall on my half-open eyes
I'm lost in the words you called lust
Empathy, reject me, now i fear to never trust

I'm the guilty, the victim the lover, the sickness
Death come visit me and let me relive this
Saying how a soul isn't really that deep
Waking from another death in my dreams

Manic bipolar, more like how to be a fuck up disorder
Imagine being normal? fucked up on md i know that you hate me
Making out with her so that you know you can blame me
Theirs no special place for you down there

If there is a hell then i'll make you fucking join me
Drag you by the throat and say your coming here shortly

Three of us, in the backroom back there
Everything changed on that day when you overdosed
Everything wasn't the same in a comatose
Why didn't you say goodbye when you left us

Could have changed you then
I didn't, I guess its still my fault in the end

I left you there to die again
Left you there to lie again
I had to leave because I thought I was gonna die again, lie again
I left you there to die again

Yeah, i'm sorry

I couldn't fucking take it
I couldn't stop the shaking
Everywhere we go
It just ends with me losing self-control

You know that you haunt me
I see their watching
Everyday its like
I'm that vermin that you have come to love