Did You Know?

Did you know that I lost my way?
When I thought I'd finally found it?
When I caught a glimpse of something inside
That there's no way around it

And did I know? Well of course I did
But to know is not to feel
And I feel it now, like never before
Christ, it's all too real

And did you know, that I shake inside
When I walk out of the front door
When I call a friend, or even your name
Must be something there to shake for

And now is the shadow on everything
And you won't know how to shake it
You can feel the love, just trying to get in
But you won't know how to take it

And so in place of a sense of worth
He's attached a kind of game
And if we play along, he promises to smile
He just needs to be retrained
He just needs to be retrained
We just need to be retrained