Did it To Myself

[Verse 1: Lights]
I was this close
To callin' it off
To taking a loss
To fuckin' pullin' a boss
I know you feel me
But I only feel me
I'm a Achilles
My own Achilles

[Pre-Chorus: Lights]
Even when you believe in nothing
You get down on your knees and pray
Even when you're down, down low
You tolerate the day
Even when you wanna run
Sometimes you stay
Even when you wanna run
Sometimes you stay

[Chorus: Lights]
I did it to myself
I really did it
I did it to myself
Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself

[Post-Chorus: Lights]
Did it to my—
Did it to myself
Did it to my—
Did it to my— Did it to my—
Did it to myself

[Verse 2: Robert DeLong]
My thoughts were so far
Away from our bed
While you were asleep
I'm fuckin' her in my head
It's not a love lifе, it's a daydream
When it's over, so's thе mystery
And you'll kiss me
My own Achilles

[Pre-Chorus: Robert DeLong]
Even though I believe in nothing
I get down on my knees and pray
Even when I'm down, down low
I tolerate the day
Even when I wanna run
Sometimes I stay
Even when I wanna run
Sometimes I stay

[Chorus: Robert DeLong & Lights]
I did it to myself
I really did it
I did it to myself
Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself

[Post-Chorus: Lights]
Did it to my—
Did it to myself
Did it to my—
Did it to my— Did it to my—
Did it to myself

[Verse 3: Lights & Robert DeLong]
It's that I will lie
Can I have your thoughts on that?
Maybe it's misplaced confidence
Breaking my heart right back
I know you feel me
I know you feel me
You're my Achilles

[Bridge: Robert DeLong & Lights]
But knowing doesn't help
Yeah, I wish I didn't
Did it to my—
Did it to my—

[Chorus: Robert DeLong & Lights]
Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself
I did it to myself

[Post-Chorus: Lights, Robert DeLong & Lights]
Did it to my—
I did it to myself
I did it to my—
Did it to my— Did it to my—
Did it to myself

[Outro: Robert DeLong, Robert DeLong & Lights]
Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself
To myself