Did I Die?

[Intro: Rukus]
Yeah
It's that time again motherfucker
I got the bottle in one hand, I got the gun in the other
Know what I'm saying?
It's time to paint the walls with my motherfuckin' brains
The problem is every time I do it, I keep fucking coming back
This time, I got the 12 gauge and it's right under my chin
Time to pull the trigger again

[Verse 1: Rukus]
Did I die? Last thing I heard was the blast from the chamber
The bullet in my head, yo, it's just a dead ringer
Watch my brains gently coat the fuckin' basement walls
I close my eyes, drop the weapon as my body falls
I grab myself in a pool of my own blood
Spittin' and choking but for some reason it's all good
I watch my family cry over my dead body
Can't do a thing 'cause my alter ego Rukus shot me
But it's okay 'cause I live through the eyes of Rukus
Back once again to mutilate you motherfuckers
I'm claimin' Cutthroat at the Black Blood Cemetery
Chasin' you outta my kingdom 'cause I'm fuckin' scary
Kryptik, you know this shit is mysterious
'Cause this shit will make you delirious
Keep bumpin' this crazy shit, keep it underground
Buried next to the bodies that were never found
Today feels like a good day to die
So now I kick the wicked shit from the other side
Now I lay me down to sleep

[Chorus: Rukus]
Now I kick the wicked shit from the other side
Did I die? Did I die?
Now I kick the wicked shit from the other side
Did I die? Did I die?
Now I kick the wicked shit from the other side

(Verse 2)
It's the return of the motherfuckin' dead man, spittin' on the mic
You wanna play in my graveyard, that's somethin' you won't like
But if you wanna come with me and tell me all your fears
I'll keep you locked in purgatory for the next hundred years
'Cause me and fuckin' Komatose are sleepin' in your Ouija board
Thinkin' of wakin' us up bitch, but you're not sure
I think I'm dead, Did I die? No one can tell me why
I roam in darkness with a stare in my fuckin' eyes
I get aroused at the stench of the rotting flesh
It's just a shame that my body and my soul don't mesh
A lost soul not recognized by society
You know my name? No, you don't, don't fuckin' lie to me
That's why we're dead, dead in the people's eyes
My mind's repulsive and it's swarmed by fuckin' flies
Now I lay me down to sleep
My mind's repulsive and it's swarmed by fuckin' flies
Did I die? Did I die?

[Chorus]
My mind's repulsive and it's swarmed by fuckin' flies