DIAGNOSIS: DESPAIR

[Chorus]
Stare at the mirror Into my aging face
It's ever nearer
The death I'm forced to face It's getting clearer
The fog inside my brain
I swear to God I've never been so afraid

[Verse 1]
I put the world in the palm of my hand
Fall in despair if I don't reach the end
I feel a rush (A rush)
Let metal slit my wrist until it's dust (till it's dust)
Sit and sink until my tub is full of blood (full of blood)
If I sober up I won't know who to trust (who to trust)
I've got to paddle got to swim with my back to the wall
Give all I got to give till I've given it all
Don't sink don't think "You can't do it at all"
Okay! Give everything that I've got in my heart

[Chorus]
Stare at the mirror into my aging face
It's ever nearer
Death I'm forced to face It's getting clearer
The fog inside my brain
I swear to God I've never been so afraid

[Verse 2]
I match the clock to my hearts beat (woah)
Outta time and It's starting to worry me
Flip of a Dime and decide what my move gon be
Is suicide the only escape for me?

[Chorus]
Stare at the mirror Into my aging face
It's ever nearer
The death I'm forced to face It's getting clearer
The fog inside my brain
I swear to God I've never been so afraid