​deteriorating

[Verse 1]
I feel like I'm nothing, I feel like I can't be
What everyone says that they wish that I could be
I feel like it's over, I feel like I'll never
Get out of the box that I put myself in

[Chorus]
I'm deteriorating, dissolving and fading
I'll turn into nothing
'Cause everything new is deteriorating
It's infuriating and humiliating
Don't know what to do

[Verse 2]
I have these wings, a simple heart
A floating day, a flameless light of love
And it burns so brightly inside me
I can't see it, I can't touch it
'Cause it's so damn far away
But I know that I can make it
It'll warm me up someday

[Bridge]
It's a misunderstanding, and it’s so degrading
To say that I'm nothing, 'cause that is absurd
And I'm not concentrating on intoxicating
My mind with these terrible words
These terrible thoughts that I'm not enough
They will never make me drown
And the only thing that's deteriorating
Are the chains that held me down

[Outro]
I'm ameliorating