Destruction

[Verse 1]
I, I wanna go
I love destruction
I'm done with love and I got nothing for you
'Cause when I talk, yeah
I'm all messed up, but don't want this love

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm to good for you
I ran through fire for you
I put myself below you
I don't wanna beg for a love that's not mine
But I did it all for you
I knew it when I saw you
But now I just wasted all of my time
And I wonder if I could go back in time and change?
Is it gonna be okay?

[Chorus]
But in your head I'm sadder than I said
I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy
I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand
It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructin'
But in your head I'm saddеr than I said
I like it when you cry, let mе be the bad guy
I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand
It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructin'

[Post-Chorus]
Turn the lights off
Reach for your hand
Is it seductive
The way we're self-destructin'?
I can't believe that you planned
To end it like that
And now I'm so destructive
Turn the lights off
Reach for your hand
Is it seductive
The way we're self-destructin'?
I can't believe that you planned
To end it like that
And now I'm so destructive

[Verse 2]
And now I know I'm meltin' in my destruction
I've had enough and you don't have a clue
And all the memories are so broken
And your love split them wide open

[Pre-Chorus]
I build my life around you
I thought you would change too
I don't wanna beg for anyone, it's my life
'Cause I did it all for you
I knew it when I saw you
But now I just wasted all of my time

[Chorus]
But in your head I'm sadder than I said
I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy
I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand
It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructin'

[Post-Chorus]
Turn the lights off
Reach for your hand
Is it seductive
The way we're self-destructin'?
I can't believe that you planned
To end it like that
And now I'm so destructive
In a love that won't stay
In a love that won't stay
In a love that won't stay
And now I'm so destructive

[Bridge]
Every time I destruct, I look in my mirror I say
Things are broken now, but they didn't have to go that way
I've done to much beggin' in a love that won't stay (In a love that won't stay, in a love that won't stay)
Every time I destruct, I look in my mirror I say
Things are broken now, but they didn't have to go that way
I've done to much beggin' in a love that won't stay

[Outro]
Hey, what's up?
When I was your girl
You made me believe I ruled your world
And you swore to me
That our planets aligned
And years down the line
I tried to reach out to you online
And you swore to me
You'd never see me again
Fuck the damage
And now I'm so destructive