Destiny

It was my destiny to eventually disgust you
Just like everything else you love will eventually do
Idealize, analyze, demonize, crucify
Build me up so you can see me through your scope lens eye

A tale of extremes tucked between my legs
Your former place of worship where you never had to beg
Cos if it seems like it's too good to be true
You will not rest til youve ensured that it isn't
It was your destiny to be disgusted

By me, now you're pissed about the
Gifts you used to buy me cos you've
Seen that i'm a liar was i
Lying when i said you shouldn't have?

Honestly, i probably was
I don't deny i'm all the things you
Say i am but to be fair i'm
Not responsible for

Things projected on me
Maybe i should have been better giving clarity
On how i'm not that special
In all actuality

I wasn't used to getting that kind
Of attention and i'm sorry that i
Let it get the best of me
In my defense:

It was my destiny to eventually disgust you
Just like everything else you love will eventually do
Idealize, analyze, demonize, crucify
Build me up so you can see me through your scope lens eye

A tale of extremes tucked between my legs
Your former place of worship where you never had to beg
Cos if it seems like it's too good to be true
You will not rest til youve ensured that it isn't
It was your destiny to be disgusted

And i know your passive aggressive posts
Are just the way that you are processing, it's how you cope
I know how painful it can be when you are forced to host
That kind of anger at the things you care about the most

Part of me wants to reach out and part of me knows to shut my mouth
I should have acted when i first saw things were going south
Or am i making excused to justify getting out
And leaving you to clean the mess i made while i fuck about

It was my destiny to eventually disgust you
Just like everything else you love will eventually do
Idealize, analyze, demonize, crucify
Build me up so you can see me through your scope lens eye

A tale of extremes tucked between my legs
Your former place of worship where you never had to beg
Cos if it seems like it's too good to be true
You will not rest til youve ensured that it isn't
It was your destiny to be disgusted

Do you wanna vomit
Do you wanna comment
On how much of an abomination i've become
And do you wanna stop it

Don't you wish you never met me
Don't you wish you never fed me
And my fucking ego
Do you really wish me dead, though?

It was my destiny to eventually disgust you
Just like everything else you love will eventually do
Idealize, analyze, demonize, crucify
Build me up so you can see me through your scope lens eye

A tale of extremes tucked between my legs
Your former place of worship where you never had to beg
Cos if it seems like it's too good to be true
You will not rest til youve ensured that it isn't
It was your destiny to be disgusted

I was never not gonna disgust you
You were never not gonna mistrust me

You ruin everything that you love
And now you're looking at me like i'm the one who's fucked up
That may be true, but look at you; deep down
You know the truth and you know we both do

Do you wanna vomit
Do you wanna comment
On how much of an abomination i've become
And do you wanna stop it

Don't you wish you never met me
Don't you wish you never fed me
And my fucking ego
Do you really wish me dead, though?