Despondency

[Intro/Chorus]
After all of the shit that I've been put through
I still haven't confessed my love for you
I haven't thought of the words to say this
But is my despondency enough for you?

[Verse 1]
Legs are tired, arms are muddy
Still can't seem to get no money
I've been trynna keep it easy, lemon squeezy
Like we used to say, we used to talk all day
And I say, it's been so long since we spoken
Haven't talked in the past six years
I'm covered in my tears, hey

[Pre-Chorus]
If you got a secret, then keep it
Don't tell anyone unlеss they won't say a thing
But my whole life's a sеcret, and you're the opposite of that

[Chorus]
After all of the shit that I've been put through
I still haven't confessed my love for you
I haven't thought of the words to say this
But is my despondency enough for you?
Even though you drive me crazy
I still have to love you the same
I know that I haven't talked a lot but
Is my despondency enough for you?

[Verse 2] (Melatonin Sleep)
I have no words to describe this
And it's just all of this stuff that has been happening
I just can't think anymore
I just feel different
Like if I was in some sort of a dark room
Hopeless, I fell into the despondency

[Pre-Chorus]
If you got a secret, then keep it
Don't tell anyone unless they won't say a thing
But my whole life's a secret, and you're the opposite of that

[Chorus]
After all of the shit that I've been put through
I still haven't confessed my love for you
I haven't thought of the words to say this
But is my despondency enough for you?
Even though you drive me crazy
I still have to love you the same
I know that I haven't talked a lot but
Is my despondency enough for you?