[Verse 1]
I'm so confused, you see
You loved me, then you lied
And then you cheat, I just can't believe
The way you made my stomach weak
Oh, now I cannot sleep, just let me breath
Yeah, yeah, the white roses?
They died in the light, I know that
You webbed me with lies in the night
“Is this the end?” I guess I was right..
[Pre-Chorus]
I left so don't you
[Chorus]
Cry, you said you'd die
Without me, goodbye
"Is this the end?"
I guess I was right
[Interlude]
(Wake up)
(Wake up)
(Wake up)
[Verse 2]
Yeah, sit in this prison, trauma scarring
I can't let it in, watching my back
But you were the one shadow creeping in
Unlocked my chains, I finally trusted you, I let you in
You put on tighter locks, you thought I wouldn’t notice it
Sit in asylum, her smile, it piles up
Every breath I take reminds me she was my love
Unlock my chains or else the pain, I'll die from
[Pre-Chorus]
I left so don't you
[Chorus]
Cry, you said you'd die
Without me, goodbye
"Is this the end?"
I guess I was right
[Bridge]
We're living to die
We're dying to live
We're dying to give
To give, we've lost our innocence (We're living to die)
Death seems like a good option (We're dying to live)
Torn coupled imminence (We're dying to give)
We’re so despondent (To give)
[Outro]
(Torn coupled imminence)
(We’re so despondent)
Despondant was written by Chas West.
Despondant was produced by Chas West.
Calico released Despondant on Wed Jul 09 2025.