Despair

All this shit going on in my head
Feeling like i'm already dead
My whole life i've been mislead
Now i'm at a point where i want it to end

I don't wanna defend
I wanna give in to the voices
Cus i got no choice
I wanna let it all out
I'm fuzzing about
I just want you to hear me out

I know my life ain't horrible but this chemical imbalance got me tryna self medicate
And i dont know if this is fate or mystery but i'mma have to roll with it
And try to control it

Before i can no longer repair when i will be left in despair
Screaming out why life ain't fair
Cus this shit's still circling in my head
Bеfore i can no longer repair whеn i will be left in despair
Screaming out why life ain't fair
Cus this shit's still circling in my head

And it's all
Mystery
It's all in my head
Just leave me for dead