Despair

A deadly suffering filled with pleasure
A necessity giving you the breath of life
Behind the black mask...
Beyond the night
In silent solitude one dwells in sadness
Death smiles to me... laughs at me

A millennium of nights shall be mine
Desperate is the senselessness of time
An ocean of darkness
Unbearable is the pain of doom
A wretched beast of remarkable dreariness

The feeling of being abandoned caught me
A loneliness calmer than any emotion
The deadly silence
A suffering expressing the most exquisite beauty
I felt lost... Almost desperate