Desolate

What have I gained
By giving the world my everything?
It's never been such a struggle
To regress to what I was yesterday
But today, I seem so far away

I'm waiting on the world to sing
The song I've been singing
I'm waiting on the world to sink
The way I've been sinking
The way I've been sinking

I've given too much away
Over these past few years
And this is ending today

There's pain in my eyes like I've never known
I have fallen short
Do you still see me as beautiful?
Do you still see me as beautiful?

Carry me home
Lighten my stagger
My conscience is weak
I'm begging for reparation
I am deficient of hope, deficient of hope
Hope

Refine me with fire
Refine me with fire, oh God
Refine me with fire

There's pain in my eyes like I've never known
I've fallen short
Do you still see me as beautiful?
There's pain in my eyes (Pain in my eyes)
Like I've never known (Like I've ever known)
I've fallen short
Do you still see me as beautiful? (As beautiful?)

I'll never find my place on Earth
I'll never find, I'll never find my place
My place on Earth
I'll never find my place on Earth
But I refuse to fade away
To fade away