Desires

I'am a doll bound by your promises
Losing grip in my life
I'ts so sad how we treat each other
After time after time

I would like to tell about desires
But im totally zip-tied up
You won’t meet my anywhere
Cause 
I'm crying in dark
I'm just waste of fucking space
Why breathing less and less
And im counting my each day

I hate sleeping cause I’m only dreaming abt empty void
ButIi really want to waste my life on nothing cause ive never had control