Desires

[Verse 1]
I used to tell you everything on mind
Now we’re getting used to telling certain lies
In the beginning we talked all night
Now in the day we say goodbye

[Chorus]
I’m gonna miss you but at the same time
I’m glad I’m never gonna see you, you're out of my mind
Or that’s what I thought ‘cause I keep reminiscing what liked
Wasn’t enough to walk away
I don’t know why but I still think that you’re gonna change
That’s the greatest lie I tell myself like everyday
Can’t come up with a way that’s not gonna drive me insanе
Don’t understand the fear of falling in lovе again
I guess you confuse your happiness with pain

[Verse 2]
I’m getting used to being alone again
That’s what happens when you give your love away
I’m getting drunk and all I see is your face
Hate myself when I put other people first

[Verse 3]
Listen, you broke my heart like it was yours and not given
It is hard to live a life without regrets
I was high now I’m different
I don’t give a fuck I know

[Chorus]
I’m gonna miss you but at the same time
I’m glad I’m never gonna see you, you're out of my mind
Or that’s what I thought ‘cause I keep reminiscing what liked
Wasn’t enough to walk away
I don’t know why but I still think that you’re gonna change
That’s the greatest lie I tell myself like everyday
Can’t come up with a way that’s not gonna drive me insane
Don’t understand the fear of falling in love again
I guess you confuse your happiness with pain