​desideratum

[Intro]
The more that I try, more that I hide
The more that I try, more that I hide

[Verse 1]
The past few months I felt like I would die
Before I did anything that I loved, oh my (Huh, huh, huh)
I'll stay strong, eighteen round the corner, how'd I (Make it)
This long, all the pressure makes my head hurt
Give it time and it'll get better
And if you hate it well then, know I put in effort
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't (Don't)
Still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

[Bridge]
I'm aware no onе said it'd be easy
Spoke to thе teller now everything's clear, see
It all, pretty girl, girl (Ooh)

[Verse 2]
And if I don't wake up
Tell every single person I love
That I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
There'll be people that care
And I'll build something honest

[Bridge]
Go, don't hide
Do you even know who you are?
Go, how'd you even call that shit art? (Desideratum)
Go back pull your hair out, restart

[Verse 3]
I can't focus well my darling
Got a stutter when I'm talking
You broke the news as I was walking
News when I was promised
I can't focus well my darling
Got a stutter when I'm talking
You broke the news as I was walking
News when I was promised