The third single from the album The Big Freeze (2019), Dermatillomania is a compulsive disorder characterized by a repeated urge or impulse to pick at one’s skin.
Laura wrote an essay for Talkhouse in which she goes into detail about her struggles with this disorder.
She has also spoken about the...
[Verse 1]
This acid flush of shame
Can only be man-made
Its ugly roses bloom and wither when I look away
The photographic bulb
It flashes and explodes
Only when I'm edging close to feeling weightless
[Chorus 1]
I'm a finger-breadth away
And then I see your face
[Verse 2]
Are you rolling in your grave
While I soak it with my piss?
From the basement of your house, I can't find my way out of it
So scar up where it counts
No one can see me now
Dermatillomania, we lay our flags down
And it's not a sign of hope
It's not a suit of armor
Only a reminder
[Chorus]
And then I see your face
Its features are the skyline of a city I can't place
A city struck with plague and now your eyes are out of frame
But I'll always know your name
You're lucky that you died before I could sing
[Outro]
Now you're exorcised
Now that I have hexed you
Now you're exorcised from my mind
Dermatillomania was produced by Laura Stevenson & Joe Rogers.
Laura Stevenson released Dermatillomania on Fri Mar 29 2019.