Depression

[Verse 1: Sean Strange]
Check check one two, where's my heartbeat? Yeah, yo
I feel empty, no heartbeat, grieve alone
And when my father died, the chrome arrived to eat your dome
But you don't know Sean, I'm New York City born, the poor type
Rip every venue, I'm telling you homie on mic
Your future now, keep it moving and I'mma prove you proud
Before a crooked cop come around and shoot me down
Who with me now, I'm under pressurе, my brain faded
Ashamed the way that thе industry and the game changin'
They filled with hatred and lookin' to rob a rapper quick
And every A&R be actin' up on that faggot shit
The way I live life, I never let you in twice
And if you burn me once, don't ever try to give me advice
The negativity show up unexpected like porch lights
I know what you are and the truth is I don't fuck with your type
Kokopelli tatted on my right arm
I'm like Mom, my life been feeling like a tickin' time bomb (What!)

[Chorus: Lucy Lovesick]
In my dreams I walk alone (walk alone)
Slowly drifting through the cold (through the cold)
Heal these wounds within my soul (within my soul)
As depression takes control (takes control)
To set me free

[Verse 2: Mersinary]
I contemplated every decision I made
Feelin' like Robin Williams in the last couple days
My girl gone, I can't blame her if she don't want to stay
Witnessin' the demons kill me while I lay and decay
Then it was Alice, that white girl I had for fun
Everyone that knew I fucked with her said I should run
Thought they was crazy, so I went and kept shit quiet
Every time I was accused I simply denied it
Working a nine to five depressed as fuck tryin' to stay alive
Thirteen dollars an hour, how am I gon' survive?
Especially goin' from a park bench to a motel with a fake smile
Even though you livin' in your own Hell, it's time for me to take a fuckin' stand
And change the program, no longer wastin' life on all these grams
I created bad habits, the realities of my confession, was the ingredients to my depression

[Chorus: Lucy Lovesick]
In my dreams I walk alone (walk alone)
Slowly drifting through the cold (through the cold)
Heal these wounds within my soul (within my soul)
As depression takes control (takes control)
To set me free

[Verse 3: Goretex]
Got a hundred raps in the streets, whoever destined for this beef
I mix blunts with strong dust kief and weed from shamanistic beats
Agnostic Front, Giancana, the bosses decrease
Sanitation, your life is a loss, crushin' to pieces
At least the funeral, you can bury the streets leaving you feeble
Quick to change clips in the Eagle to kill Tripper down at the Regal Beagle
Bags of coke like subwoofers, white like Evel Knievel
I push candy for needles, bitches always dyin' out
Sleep with the sword and guillotine mask, flash with the Nines out
Tre Pound heavy, bullets smash your face, grape jelly
I can burn the corpse, the room never be smelly
Disposal specialist magical treasure of Gore the Treacherous
Why fakes dress like Treach from Naughty and Gary from Exodus?
Turn thugs to vegetables ODing on medicines
Waiting in your crib with Five Percenters and killer sevens
Killing reverends and rabbis, fifty shots in your melon!

[Chorus: Lucy Lovesick]
In my dreams I walk alone (walk alone)
Slowly drifting through the cold (through the cold)
Heal these wounds within my soul (within my soul)
As depression takes control (takes control)
To set me free