Depressed and Doing My Best

[Intro]
Existence is hell, that's life, oh well
At least you’re my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing, standing

[Verse 1]
Wanna be by your side, wanna spend all my time
With you until I die, your heart is where I live hey
Let’s go see a movie, eat out, get some sushi
Hammock at the park, or go drink up a smoothie
Maybe if you're down (If you're down)
We could blaze away everything that's ever hurt us
Numb away thе pain with a bowl when we're nеrvous
Head in the clouds, I'm not coming down
Unless I hear you call my name out

[Chorus]
Existence is hell, that's life, oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I’m just there standing, standing
Existence is hell, that’s life, oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I’m just there standing, standing
Existence is hell, that's life, oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing, standing

[Verse 2]
Hot boxing on a cold night
Windows fogged from streetlights
I’m lost in my emotion
I can hear the ocean in Venice
Let's focus on the wrong things
Like why you never talk to your parents
Or why you're never stable
You feel like you're unable to meet your friends half way
This life ain't like a movie
But you just keep watching, now you're 23
And you're thinking of just stopping
You fell into your vices, your dreams a world away
What's a life without a dream? That's an early grave
I think about you too much, I need a steady pace
I'm a slave to my own mind trying to break free from my chains
And it seems you never cared, you're probably hurting too
The roses are in season with the springtime it ensues
And I think it's fair to say that we should love our lives
Even if the thorns hurt there's beauty in this life
There's beauty in this—

[Bridge]
You're always fronting I chose to be myself
That's why I am suffering
You were always judging I always really cared
And I kept on struggling

[Chorus]
Existence is hell, that's life,oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing, standing
Existence is hell, that's life,oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing, standing
Existence is hell, that's life,oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing, standing
Existence is hell, that's life,oh well
At least you're my heaven, at least you distract me
From what's coming at me, the trains coming real fast
And I'm just there standing, standing