Depressed and Alone freestyle

[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse]
Lately I've been feeling so depressed and alone
My friends say they care but never texting my phone
People promise me forever now I'm left on my own
Then they treat me like whatever when they see I'm not strong
I just wish I had a friend
Or someone to call
I give people everything
And I get nothing at all
And everyday I'm in my room
Steady stuck in a ball
Thinking about how I'mma end it
Or cut to resolve
What's the point of living life
When you got nothing to live for
I gave you everything and you expect me to give more
Instead of feeling pain I want something to feel for
And I might be insane but that's something I'll kill for
Hopefully I'll find something better in life
My hearts cold
If you wonder what the weather is like
I tell myself I'll be okay and I'll never be right
But as a kid I thought life could be whatever you like
But now I see that I was wrong
In so many ways
And I've been crying on my own
For so many days
How you tell people colors when they so many shades
I've been holding onto memories I know it'll fade
I thought you'd treat me differently because of my ways
But somehow we turned to enemies and now I'm afraid
I was hoping you'd replenish me in all of my ways
Now I know you tried to finish me to lie on my grave
I just hope theres something better on the other side
Where I never feel pain or see my mother cry
Where I never shed tears or hear another lie
But I guess I'll never know until the day I die
Until the day I die