Denial

I remember where I was when I stood back and hit the reset
Felt something in my mind saying this time you gotta leave her

No I don’t wanna lie you no no no no
I’m tired of tryna hold on to hope oh no no no no
I’m serotonin low and I feel like you’re the cause

I was in denial for so long
Swore that we would make it through
I was in denial for so long
I gave everything to you

But today
I finally let you go and did it
Today I finally said goodbye and meant it

I guess I’m gonna try living without you in my bed
This whole thing has been upsetting
But I’m done with hearing not yet
No I don’t try for you no more no more
I’m tired of tryna hold on your rope
Oh no no no no
I’m scared to be alone but I might as well just be

I was in denial for so long
Swore that we would make it through
I was in denial for so long
I gave everything to you

But today
I finally let you go and did it
Today I finally said goodbye and meant it

Now I see everything we could have been
Is dying like the winter leaves
On the ground of us

I was in denial for so long
Swore that we would make it through
I was in denial for so long
I gave everything to you

But today
I finally let you go and did it
Today I finally said goodbye and meant it

I finally said goodbye
I finally said goodbye