Denial

It never felt real to wait
Or watch all my choices fade away
And I need to know
Are you taking off, again?
Or feeding my sorrows in your head?

Do you think it's time to play?
And watch all the rainbows turn to grey?
'cause I need to know
Are you turning off again?
Or letting me throw my life away?

Denial
This is denial
Denial, I know
All our flesh and bone
Is denial, we know

We've tried to take the test
It's time to put this thing to rest
'cause we need to know
Are we gonna scream again?
Or let fear crumble our stairs?

Denial
This is denial
Denial, I know
All our flеsh and bone
Is denial, we know

Wе don't need to toe the line
'cause the world is running
It's what it means to be alive
To be the thunder

You don't need all the lies
Or the crowd to wonder
How to swim through your mind
And be the thunder

I don't need to waste away
Or the crowd to wander
I don't need them in my way
To be the thunder

What I need is a lighter grey
And the world to wonder
What it is that makes me stay
And be the thunder

The thunder, the thunder, the thunder, don't walk away
Or wonder, or wonder, or wonder, what it's like to stay
Don't wander, don't wander, don't wander, don't get in my way
I'm thunder, I'm thunder, I'm thunder