Denial

[Intro]
Yeah [?]

[Chorus]
Why? I know why
I put myself in your shoes and I’m still gon' walk a mile
It feels like a second it’s a while
I’ve been at the place waiting for it, I’m the usher in the aisle
I-I-I just cracked a smile
I just cracked the top, watched it drop
You woulda thought it was a vial
Tryna find the pin inside the pile
Wonder what it’s like to live your whole life in denial

[Verse 1]
Bags under my eyes, I’ve been up late
Past catching up to me, I gotta way
I’ve been doing fine I have gotta say
Could be doing worse you know
I feel bad, luck happens in a row
Hear thе ticking when I'm talking on the phone
Had to tеll Crow there’s a spider by the grove
They don’t understand the codes
I’m not that interested I’ve just been preeing it
Tried to give up I realised that I needed it
Jewels on my wrist looking red like I bleeded it
Tell me you love me without even meaning it
I’m at the store so I’m copping what I see
I’m pouring up in a cup that is icy
I’m changing towns and copping an ID
Not even worried why they do not like me

[Chorus]
Why? I know why
I put myself in your shoes and I’m still gon' walk a mile
It feels like a second it’s a while
I’ve been at the place waiting for it, I’m the usher in the aisle
I-I-I just cracked a smile
I just cracked the top, watched it drop
You woulda thought it was a vial
Tryna find the pin inside the pile
Wonder what it’s like to live your whole life in denial

[Verse 2]
I’m at the party, but I gotta leave
I’ve got some business, you know what I mean
I don’t get mad I just settle the score
I said I’d pour less, but I’m pouring up more
I don’t check prices, I walk in and buy it
Doing whatever I like, you should try it
I can tell you’ve never worked and don’t hide it
Looks like your bank accounts gone on a diet
Got it encoded, this one’s not a tester
Shout out to bro, coulda been a professor
I’m in the background, I chill with the extras
I’m at the park and I smoke on the benches
I’m in the city right now if you’re wondering
I spent two-k on these shoes if you’re wondering
That’s too much info for you if you’re wondering
Tried to keep up but he ran out of funding

[Chorus]
Why? I know why
I put myself in your shoes and I’m still gon' walk a mile
It feels like a second it’s a while
I’ve been at the place waiting for it, I’m the usher in the aisle
I-I-I just cracked a smile
I just cracked the top, watched it drop
You woulda thought it was a vial
Tryna find the pin inside the pile
Wonder what it’s like to live your whole life in denial