Denial

[Chorus]
My mind is like a temple that cannot be opened
Can't take back all the times the messages left on open
Feel like nothing can make my heart awoken
All the fucking lies that so often were spoken

[Verse 1]
She left me in pure denial
And now i don't know what to do
Tell me what would you do if you were in my shoes
Would you be as disgusted as i was to
Tried to play it off even when i already knew
It's to late now my medicine i brew
This is just another battle lost to the cruel hard world
Can’t get over the fact how i was so confused
My heart isn't dead but it's bruised
Try to blame me i felt so accused
My love felt so misused
Don't know why my mind refused,to let you go
My heart is so abused
Know i was wrong for what i assumed
Seemed to you were only amused
Didn't take to long for me to conclude

[Chorus]
My mind is like a temple that cannot be opened
Can't take back all the times the messages left on open
Feel like nothing can make my heart awoken
All the fucking lies that so often were spoken

[Verse 2]
Where is my heart was it misplaced?
Where is my trust was it consumed?
Now must i go back to the shrooms?
I still feel your vibrations in my head
Why not take you back instead
I missed all those times in bed
Just like that my conscience fled
Now my dignity hangs by a thread
Flashbacks all those things she said
Made my heart break into pieces
Watch how my anger increases
Soon you will see how it releases
Under control my emotions are on leashes