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*Snort*
MMMXX
Where it all began
Yeah
Yeah, Yeah
SYRYUS
I was only sixteen, an adrenaline fiend
We used to strip the East side, we were in search for a feed
Not a dollar to our names, we didn’t have any greed
I had ambitions for myself and all my brothers to eat
Went through long cold nights we were hitting the streets
Stripping these wealthy motherfuckers who were living the dream
Creeping around, four deep, we could never be seen
But if lights hit the cornеr then we werе dipping the scene
I always lead, never followed
Never thought about the things that would have followed
Didn’t think that all my actions turned me hollow
Didn’t think that I’d be, sitting in a room filled with nothing but memories
Reminiscing ‘bout the past as the darkness had me swallowed
Nothing will ever be the same again
I miss my brother wish I could spend another day with him
Smoking dope, inhaling it
Kalmas help the pain to rid
Demons keep invading me
Mind continues racing, shit
Can’t trust a soul in this life
Can’t be slipping gotta make sure that I keep a knife
Feds on my ass, come for bail checks ‘bout every night
Couldn’t give a fuck though theres no way I’d let them stop my grind
Shifting weight and flipping dope, I gotta provide
But all this cash won’t stop the devil from stalking my life
Too late to turn, fuck a job and fuck a 9-5
Hoping that these fuckboys talking hot come try and end my life
Yeah, gutterboy from the 20 side
Loyal to the core, for my brothers I’d get crucified
So many stories that I wish that I could tell
But can’t be rotting in the ville, or sleeping in a cell
I just miss my brother man
Come home soon bro