Trizz talks about how hes struggling and has been pushed to the edge. Hes not the same anymore but fuck it, he has no choice but to embrace the demons that are “taking over” his brain.
[Chorus: Trizz]
These demons takin over my brain, it's hard to maintain
Shootin' 'cane in my veins to try to stay sane
I used to look to my angels but fuck it, things change
Demons takin over my brain it's hard to maintain
[Verse 1: Trizz]
I be trynna live righteous, before I'm dead lifeless
Bring evil into existence and interest trynna recite this
The devil might like this, he feeds off of my shit
But he can eat a dick like this bitch I used to ride with
Gangstas move in silence so I remain silent
The loudest in the room be the first nigga to die quick
I'm into gettin violent, a trait that Ive been hidin
Characteristics of a serial killer and I despise it
I can't control it, deep within my soul lives maggots and roaches, rodents the grossest
I'm potent, poison inside me
Where did they find me?
Ain't too many like me
The devil lives inside me, angels are beside me
God walks behind me trynna guide me to do the right thing
Its clear that I'm hell-bound nobody wanna fuck with me
These demons keep me company in case you try to fuck with me
[Chorus: Trizz]
These demons takin over my brain it's hard to maintain
Shootin' 'cane in my veins to try to stay sane
I used to live through my angels but fuck it, things change
Demons takin over my brain its hard to maintain
[Verse 2: Twisted Insane]
As I sit all alone in my room and think
I know mothafuckers who owe mothafuckers and they'll put one all up in your wink
Shit these niggas'll come to your window and put one up in you before you can blink
Go on a mission and do this shit like it was battleship
Homie and your ship will sink
And I see demons all around corners lookin at me
Maybe they wantin my soul?
But I'm checkin like sawed off I listen dude I'm still cruisin pushing in my olds mo-beel
On the real I begin to feel somethin like a monster
Preachin, but don't pray to your preacher
Cause nigga I was sent to haunt ya
"You're like a monster in the dark"
No shit but I thought you knew?
How a mothafucker would do surrounded by candles and doing voodoo
Up in the dark all by myself cause I don't like too many
Niggas around me
Surrounded by evil creatures that'll hit you, beat you into ground meat
"What about the good ones?"
What about em?
I didn't see nobody come and save me
And I was a lost soul in the wind most of the mothafuckers was fugazi[?]
I know I'm a little bit crazy but nowadays that really don't mean shit I look in the mirror and say to myself, "it's time for me to admit"
(I am a demon)
[Chorus: Trizz]
These demons takin over my brain it's hard to maintain
Shootin' 'cane in my veins to try to stay sane
I used to live through my angels but fuck it, things change
Demons takin over my brain it's hard to maintain
[Verse 3: Trizz]
It's crazy mothafucker I'm insane think my heads dented
That foul odor from the fridge I keep heads in it
I ain't got a fuckin wife they say I scare bitches
I fuck in awkward positions arms and legs twisted
Talkin in tongues the demon is speakin English
There's fire up in my brain just waitin to be extinguished
I see it but don't believe that I ain't the nigga to beef with
They say I should live like Jesus to rid me of all these demons
I live for myself and I don't need no fuckin help
I try to live righteous avoiding going to hell
Heaven god'll save a place for a nigga cause I ain't well
Cast a nigga a spell before I end up in jail
Give me a death sentence I'll take it within my own hands
Die before I ride up in prison with all them old heads
I'd rather be a washed up rapper whack with no fans
Hot as a mothafucker lookin like all my old friends