Demons

[Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj]
Feel the pain deminish, When everything is finished
I'm living without limits and It gets harder every minute
And I fear the demons in my soul and they begin to take control
Plus this pain has begun to take it's toll and I wanna escape and go rock n roll
Living in Utopia until I come back around
Rip another one so the world can't keep me down
Take it to the face
And I'll fade into the place where race ain't breeding hate watch me struggle through this maze
I dream maybe one day I'll understand it
This world needs a caretaker so I'll keep it in my hands set
When I pause
I used to think like you, But I realized that no one gave a fuck until you so
I'm sorry for the rudeness but sometimes it just gets to me
And I've seen some things that'll your eyes blow up real quick
Yeah, I guess you could say I'm heartless
I don't give a fuck about no one but me but I don't have to cause that was the old me
All this money made me think fake bitches would fall to they knees
And I ain't proud of it but I gotta live with it jeez
Everyday I predict a ressurection
But I don't have that drive to go hard; no erection
I got protection but this world's got zero firewall and it feels like I can't be protected
I can't fly away
Why can I say Imma ball, Maybe it's because I'm from the trailer park burbs and hard work you should be givin' to
I already got pain and I ain't snapshot no stills for it
Heres a real story I'm rapping for every one that ever came before me
But I gotta get what is mine and I can't [?]
Tired of being humble, I ain't gonna fall and crumble but I gotta [?]
I'm feeling so devilish, these demons got me stuck in these speakers
New millenia and I'm searching for the preacher
I was once a hater of followers and now I'm a leader
Why your all acting like goats little did you know I'm the Grim reaper
The fact of it is I'd rather be an activist
Minus the governement there all additives
I'm looking to replenish my sins and become a good christian because thats expected when your from where i'm trapped in
Bible is holy but page 1 i'm already shitting on it just from listening
Demons around my soul are starting to fade
So much anxiety, No longer can I wait
Here is heaven do you want it
No but I'm still late
Word to the underground I'm bait
Spitting because i'm a microphone fiend
Purple and Green
Null and void dreams
Lost hope is flowing down a stream
What is wrong with this mind, Failed goals I was once assigned
Looking behind
Fuck it, I'm one of a kind
I'm one of a kind
I'm one of a kind
I'm one of a kind