Demons

I don't mind
When your hands are around my neck
You know I like

To suffer at the hands of someone else

It's just a conversation
But it feels like another reason for me to just
Wish I was better

Don't you think it's cute when I'm sad?
Does it make you feel like a movie?
Do you like it when I look back?
You know you ruin me so easy

And I'm not the type to get so attached
I'm not the type to get so affected
I always want to feel it bad
But I can't tell my feelings apart from my demons

I'm just fine
I don't need any more attention
You know I'll try
To be better

Don't you think it's cute when I'm sad?
Does it make you feel like a movie?
Do you like it when I look back?
You know you ruin me so easy

And I'm not the type to get so attached
I'm not the type to get so affected
I always want to take it back
But I can't tell my feelings apart from my demons

I know I'm hard to read
Do you love me?
I know I'm hard to love
Do you need me?

And I'm not the type to get so attached
I'm not the type to get so affected
I always want to feel it bad
But I can't tell my feelings apart from my demons