DEMENTIA

I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up
I'm so pissed, I'm so pissed
Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends
Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself

It sucks, I'm fucked but I'm excusing my issues
One minute you love me then you're hurting me
And how the fuck could you lie?
But yet you know that I've missed you
You let the substance take over, you've gone in insane

I-I-I just want some honesty, can you quit screwing up my head
You we're all the rest I had and now you're chewing up the lead
Would you even fucking care if I explained to you how I bled
Now I really know the reason to why I wish I was dead

I can't feel my face, I can't feel anything anymore
Block the fucking pain
And you know that I've been, shut the door

What do I do?
Fight you?
Bitch I'm nothing like you
Wonder why I don't call, and don't write you
I don't even like you, I don't even try to

Bad
But I guess I'm down bad, yeah I guess I'm down bad
Oh my fucking god, am I right?
Am I wrong?
Am I one to kill myself or am I too strong?

Sometimes I forget where I'm at, can we get back to that
I don't even need to react, I'm by myself
I got issues and they say I need help, that I need saving, I
I'm stuck inside this hell, don't wanna change and I
Am I right, am I wrong?
Am I one to kill myself, or am I too strong?
I could just forget it all, and throw my life away, yeah
Oh my fucking god

I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up
I'm so pissed, I'm so pissed
Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends
Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself