Deloreon

COMMi$$ION ( off the top verse )

I never meant to cause you pain
I'm sorry that I'm at my crazy games again
The things that spew out my mouth
I don't know who I am

How did I let these demons out

Scream and shout inside this mind
Try to figure out designs
Blueprints so I can just stop
Hit that switch, flip it & stop

Way before I get that way
Nothing you could ever say
Ever could make me
Justify, all that

Shooting words
That I wish I could take back

But if I didn't do it first
I wouldn't have to hate myself
For all that

Sometimes I just need
To give myself the ether

Sometimes I just need
To be my own teacher

And yeah some therapy
Somebody to talk it out

May help a little bit
But it's a battle with myself

I am on a shelf
And I keep putting myself there

I take myself out for a minute
But then I get scared

I ain't afraid to admit
I live my life in fear

I gotta make some changes
Before I end up

Disappeared

In the great beyond
And I'll be gone

And I wish it was different here
But time machines don't exist

In reality
Or I'd be
Delorian
So back to change it all
I wish I could change it all